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deþorah ♥ blabberingsthe girl who never cease to love ♥ June 29 all alone. have i really done wrong?
am i nothing but invisible?
you left me feeling alone and afraid
you left me in that silent world
you left me waiting and hoping
thinking it was you but ends up in disappointment
i stared, i wondered
thinking of everything i've said and done
wondering and waiting
thinking of what a fool i've been
yearning and missing
thinking of when you'll finally notice me
leaving me cold and scared
making me anguish and annoyed with myself
thinking everything i did was damage
everything that happened was what i brought upon myself
everything..
which in the end..
leads up to nothing. June 21 goodbyewell maybe now i should just say goodbye
you used to be my friend
but i never felt i really was yours
so maybe this is the end
i'm different from you, all of you
each other we've never understood
i hope that if i do tell you goodbye
that it would be for good
whenever i'm mad it hurts me so bad
and you dont even care
i dont know why, i just want to cry
and someday i wont be there
the streaks on my arm they've done me no harm
they're only made of pen
but once they are blood that turns brown like mud
they'll be there again and again.
if i'm mad at you i'll hurt myself too
but that doesnt really matter
although when i hurt i feel like dirt
and my spirit's bruised and battered
i do not know why it has to be so
i really wish it did not
but the way this has been going
it is basically shot
you dont need me and we dont need we
and that's how i think i know why
these words are the ones i have to speak
i love you, but goodbye. i will always love youjust a gentle whisper
tell me that you called even only in memories where did we go wrong couldn't find the words then so, let me say it now i'm still in love with you tell me that you love me tell me that you care tell me that you need me and i'll be there i'll be there waiting i would always love you i would always stay true there's no one who loves you like i do come to me now i will never leave you i will stay here with you through the good and bad i will stand true im in love with you now were here together yesterday has past life is just beginning close to you at last and i promise to you i would always be there i give my all to you living life without you is more than i can bear hold me close forever (i'll be there) i'll be there for you i would always love you i would always stay true there's no one who loves you like i do this i promise i will never leave you i will stay here with you through the good and bad i will stand true hold me closer our love is forever holding us together nothing in this world can stop us now love has found love has found, our way i'm in love(i'm so in love) i'm in love(yes, i'm in love) i'm so in love with you April 22 i never knewIt was a cold day in December
I remember it so well You captured my whole being And you left me in a spell You warmed my heart with passion
desiring all of you You left me cold in the summer I wish that I had only knew but I Chorus:
I never knew that you would be the one to come along and snatch my heart and run Away from me with no explanation why I never knew what we had would die All I wanna do is hide away From all the hurt and pain of yesterday Can't you see the tears, the hurt inside I never knew, please tell me why All the nights you left me crying Keeping company with my fears That some day you'd leave me lonely And that's exactly what you did I swore that I was your baby the darkest night for you I'd bear Now that I need you here with me I call your name and your not there You left me standing
so empty-handed Out in the cold How was I to know That my love didn't matter And my world was shattered Cause you left me here drowning in tears, oh why Chorus:
I never knew that you would be the one to come along and snatch my heart and run Away from me with no explanation why I never knew what we had would die All I wanna do is hide away From all the hurt and pain of yesterday Can't you see the tears, the hurt inside I never knew, please tell me why Bridge: After we made plans to spend our lives together I thought what we had was meant to be forever Oh why did our love have to go away I don't know how, I don't know when All I know is I'll never love this way again Chorus:
I never knew that you would be the one to come along and snatch my heart and run Away from me with no explanation why I never knew what we had would die All I wanna do is hide away From all the hurt and pain of yesterday Can't you see the tears, the hurt inside I never knew, please tell me why I never knew, I never knew, I never knew it could be like this (repeat) April 11 missing youas i close my eyes at night
all i see are images of him
the smell of his colone when he's near
the warmth flowing through his body
every minute of everyday
all i can think of
is nothing but memories with him
things we did together
places we visited
everything's been embeded into my brain
bringing smiles after smiles to my face
whenever thoughts of him enters my mind
every beep from my mobile
makes my heart skip a beat
sensing it's him
a smile starts creeping from behind
though simple and short
it just makes my heart fill with joy
as day by day passes by
parts of me start getting dependent on him
knowing i'll not being able to see him
brings disappointment and boredness
knowing the beep from my mobile isnt from him
brings disappointment and sadness
as i slowly fall into my own world of dreams
i realize how much disappointment i felt
not having him by my side
i can only wait for that day to arrive
silently praying and hoping
for i'll never know what's next in line
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